It’s been over 6 months since the last post, and today is the day that I have decided to resurect the blog and recommit to monthly posts. I have to thank my dear friend for her random call just at the perfect time that completely motivated me to get my act in gear. Once a month is about all I can commit to, we’ll have to get Kinndli and some of our teachers on contributing as well 🙂
As I began typing my iPhone dictionary just flashed the word of the day – mumbo jumbo [MUHM-boh JUHM-bo] senseless or pretentious language, usually designed to obscure an issue, confuse a listener, or the like.
Hmm, today that word fits (I really only get the word of the day to improve my scrabble vocabulary, and electronic game of scrabble is a bedtime ritual in my house and falls just under prayers and at par with bedtime stories!). This has been the year of MUMBO JUMBO – yes, we finally opened up our second location in Oakville and yes, Etobicoke is well on it’s way but these things are just that….things. I can list off a whole bunch of accomplishments this year, but really does it matter? I can fill this blog with a bunch of mumbo jumbo – but that’s not how we are going to roll today.
The only thing that really matters to me these days is my real life experience TODAY! Maybe it’s my very recent experience of my miscarriage and Kinndli’s journey into motherhood that has stirred all of these emotions. Maybe it’s been all of my studies under my teacher Baron Baptiste that has lead me here. But in either case, it doesn’t matter who i’ve been or where i’ve been, what matters is how I am showing up today. A really great friend of mine once said, “Yes, failures happen”. It’s so simple a true. It is just a failure, and nothing more. Not everything is going to go exactly as plan. Goal, dreams, aspirations are indeed important but sometimes the side roads are where we have the chance to learn and grow.
And boy, did we take the scenic tour in our attempts to open up the Oakville studio. Right down to crying to the town building inspector, oh yes we pulled out the tears. But boy has it been worth every single tear, confrontation (yep, Kinndli and I call eachother out 🙂 )and good old fashion blow ups. Oakville has become an amazing community, and I would not change a thing about our journey here.
So where am I going with this post? I think that this post may mean more to me than you but it is simple really. Today, I am choosing to let go of the handle bars of life and let God, the universe, take over. Clearly someone has a master plan for me these days and I am going to surrender to it, just as I have to surrender in my practice to my breath. I am going to take life, my journey as it is meant to be experience every side road, every smile, every opportunity…..one simple breath at a time 🙂